I feel like an overinflated water balloon. My eyes are teary and my nose is running. I wish I had chosen to not go for futsal this morning because I had felt it coming. I wonder if laryngitis has come back to get me again, because I've been having a scratchy throat since last week, and with all the stress from school + work + lack of sleep, it's just erupted into a full-blown flu.

I was so fucking stressed out after work yesterday that I almost burst into tears when I met Eddie in the city. How can I complain, though? I only have a few kids to worry about, compared to the other teachers. The level of stress I've seen these people put up with is astounding!

And how can ANYONE do this work + part-time study thing??? I'm only working 3 days too... If I were working full-time I probably would have ended up in a mental hospital long ago.


I'm burningg outttt.

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I'm glad I did go for futsal this morning though... Just the chance to focus on the ball and forget eveything else is a much-needed break. I've got great team mates, great coaches and an amazingly supportive boyfriend. :) Anas and Apit are so wonderfully patient with us, and the girls are sweethearts. I'm still getting my head around the lingo though... listening to West Malaysians chatter away in Malay still amuse me so because it's like listening to something straight out of TV :P

I also discovered my "powershot", and Apit taught me how to juggle the ball. And oh, I LOVE MY NEW SHOES ♥ ♥ ♥ Such a huge difference it makes playing with proper fitting shoes! :D

. . .

On a seperate note.

Been wanting to get this baby for YOINKS now but been holding back because I've been so desperately trying to save moolah :(



Eddie thinks it's time I get a whole shelf to house all my cameras.

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ANYHOOS. Back to bed and hot honey and tissues!

Sigh.